i just dont know what to believe

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 03:58:23 GMT

fun night, i missed these hoes :)

Thu, 12 Jul 2007 20:43:46 GMT

life is too short to care about friends who use you or who are fake. i'm spending time with those who care about me as much as i care about them.
rest in peace samantha brown. rest in peace rudy maeda.

Tue, 24 Apr 2007 02:21:02 GMT

going to uci

gwen stefani was AMAZING

turning 18 tomorrow

RIP Rudy... 3 months

Sat, 31 Mar 2007 19:08:19 GMT

aaahhhhh i got into uci!

warped tour 06!!!

Fri, 07 Jul 2006 20:36:36 GMT

ok so these are the bands i got to see/hear perform...
against me!, less than jake, plain white t's, paramore, the pink spiders, hellogoodbye, cartel, the academy is, anti-flag, jack's mannequin, jacks mannequin (acoustic), down to earth approach, motion city soundtrack, my american heart, NOFX, rise against, saosin, saves the day (acoustic), saves the day, senses fail, and the living end.

these are all the bands i met...
jacks mannequin, plain white t's, less than jake, the pink spiders, the academy is, gym class heros, down to earth approach, my american heart, RYAN GILLMORE!! hahaha

okie pictures!!

DOWN TO EARTH APPROACH

HELLOGOODBYE

SAVES THE DAY

THE LIVING END

PLAIN WHITE T'S

JACK'S MANNEQUIN

i got an autograph and a picture, the picture is on a polaroid.. so i have to scan it later

THE ACADEMY IS...
this performance was probably my favorite because i was all into it and pretty much center front so it was exciting, people jumping and shoving and yeah it was cool

if you look in some of the jacks mannequin pictures you can see the lead singer from the academy is, he's wearing like a plad shirt and he has long hair. he sang with jacks for a couple of songs.
also the lead singer from gym class heros sang with the academy is...

heres some other pics

haha this guy is Ryan Gillmore, he was this cool guy who added manny on myspace a while back so we got to meet him, check out his songs he has some good stuff (i got his autograph hahaha and he said i have pretty eyes)

we went to buca the first night and it was fun...
and then after warped we went to pf changs. and it was the funnest dinner everrrr
jenna is seriously like my new best friend haha not really but she's really really fun. oh and i drove up and back :) i cant wait until next year

Tue, 25 Apr 2006 14:42:03 GMT

yay! i'm 17 and i have an interview at hollister today... wish me luck

Sun, 26 Mar 2006 21:19:03 GMT

1. What are you listening to right now?
The Goonies 'R' Good Enough- New Found Glory

2. What song makes you sad?
haha wow a lot of them.. Finished In A Day- Halifax

3. What is the most annoying song in the world?
Check Up On It eeewwwwwww

4. Your all time favorite band?
AAALLLLLL time? well the plain white t's i guess

5. Your newly discovered band is?
well i didnt discover but the latest band thats pretty good.... The Pink Spiders

6. Best female voice?
i hate most girl singers... with the exception to the veronicas

7. Best male voice?
Tom maybe... (from myspace?!)

8. Music type you find yourself listening to most?
funny stuff and i guess like emo-ish

9. What do you listen to, to hype you up?
SHOW ME YO BOOTY HOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE haha listening to it right now or Theres A Class for This- Cute is What We Aim For

10. What do you listen to, to calm down?
New American Classic- TBS

11. Last gig/concert you went to?
well the last "gig" i went to.... that one in brawley i think.. concert would be warped

12. Band you find yourself listening to the most right now?
All American Rejects

13. Most hated band?
i cant say i absolutly hate a band...

14. Song that makes you think?
Seventy Times 7- Brand New

15. Band that you think the world should love as much as you do?
Cauterize

16. Coolest music video?
omg Memory- Sugarcult... but the one that has stick figures :)

17. Music video with the most babe watch?
i dont really watch music videos...

18. What "do you play/would you play" in the bedroom to spice things up?
Pass That Dutch? idk

19. Can you play a musical instrument?
sure... i can play every instrument known to man... can i play an instrument well? no

20. Ever been in a mosh pit?
yeah on accident...

21. Are you in a band?
i could be

22. If yes, what kind of music does your band play?

23. Ever dated a musician?
depends on your def. of "dated"

24. If yes, what kind of music did he/she/they play/instrument/band?

27. If no, would you consider?
sure

28. Do you wish yourself that you were a musician?
sometimes

29. Best chick band you know of?
The Veronicas

30. Best guy band you know of?
wow a lot

31. Last song that you heard on the radio/cd...etc...?
its been a while

32. What do you think of Classical music?
eh.. not bad

33. What do you think of Country music?
some stuff is alright

34. What do you think of Death metal?
no thanks

35. Last BIG band that you saw live?
well i saw a lot at warped but like they're actual concert- Green Day

36. Are you a groupie?
maybe......

37. Do you listen to music in foreign languages?
not so much

38. What famous musician would you like to fuck!?
hm..

39. Worst concert moment?
when the lady told me to get off the floor and go back to my seat

40. Funny Concert moment?
going on the floor

41. Sad Concert moment?
see 39

42. Best local act you can think of?
hollywood horns

43. If you were a musical instrument what would you be?
i'd be a basoon

44. Do you listen to the radio?
not really

45. Do you watch music TV?
MTV?!?! haha sometimes

46. Do you follow the music charts, like the top 40?
not really... well when we had friday night pop then yeah, but now its spring/summer mode so we're switching it up

47. Have you meet any famous musicians?
Tom

48. Are any of your friends/family etc musicians?
friends yeah

49. Song that best describes your feelings right now?
Plays Pretty For Baby- Saosin

50. Song that describes your life?
idk theres a lot

51. Do you know the names of all the band members that you listen to?
i'm not obsessive

52. Does a musician’s physical attractiveness play a role in the music that you listen to?
no...

53. What famous musician do you want to marry?
well theres too many

53. Favourite movie sound track?
idk, but the OC always has good stuff

55. Any musician pet hates?
uhm

56. What do your parents listen to?
hmm soft rock?

57. What are you listening to right NOW?
Plastic Cup Politics- Less Than Jake

58. Do you wear band etc T-shirts?
sometimes

59. What do you think of people who do?
thats cool

60. What music sub-culture do you feel like you belong to?
i dont really belong to any music sub-culture... but just to "do the cool thing" "lyke omfg i am SSOOO sCeNeXXXXXcOrE

61. What song is stuck in your head right now?
i dont have one

62. Do you sing in the shower?
yes...

63. If so, what? If not, why not?
anything thats stuck in my head

64. Would you rather marry a musician or be one yourself?
eh idk

65. What is in your walkman/discman right now?
i dont have a walkman/discman

66. How important is your partners taste in music to you?
pretty important

67. Hanson moves in next door to you, do you go introduce yourself, or do you arrange to beat them up?
let them

68. Sex, Drugs and Rock n Roll, you dig?
i dig holes

69. Do you cook to music?
sometimes

70. Do you sing in the toilet?
no

Tue, 21 Mar 2006 23:54:30 GMT

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Stability	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Orderliness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	33%
Accommodation	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Interdependence	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Intellectual	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Mystical	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Artistic	\|\|\|\|	16%
Religious	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Hedonism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Materialism	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Narcissism	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Adventurousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Work ethic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	63%
Self absorbed	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Conflict seeking	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Need to dominate	\|\|\|\|\|\|	23%

Romantic	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Avoidant	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Anti-authority	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Wealth	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Dependency	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Change averse	\|\|\|\|\|\|	30%
Cautiousness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	43%
Individuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Sexuality	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	70%
Peter pan complex	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	56%
Physical security	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	83%
Physical Fitness	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	77%
Histrionic	\|\|\|\|	16%
Paranoia	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Vanity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	50%
Hypersensitivity	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	36%
Female cliche	\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|\|	76%

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Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.

trait snapshot:

messy, disorganized, social, tough, outgoing, rarely worries, self revealing, open, risk taker, likes the unknown, likes large parties, makes friends easily, likes to stand out, likes to make fun of people, reckless, optimistic, positive, strong, does not like to be alone, ambivalent about chaos, abstract, impractical, not good at saving money, fearless, trusting, thrill seeker, not rule conscious, enjoys leadership, strange, loves food, abstract, rarely irritated, anti-authority, attracted to the counter culture

Thu, 16 Feb 2006 02:13:26 GMT

6 days, 16 hours, 17 minutes

yay!

Thu, 02 Feb 2006 04:39:38 GMT

yeah they're pretty much awesome

Mon, 30 Jan 2006 06:54:27 GMT

this week cant get better for me
i had a good time this weekend
finals are over, a chance to start fresh and not fuck up
i hung out with rudy!!!
and he was teaching me how to play seven years on guitar <3
and i got another hole put into my body
i got my cartiladge pierced FINALLY
after like 3 years of bitching that i wanted it done i finally got it done
and it really didnt hurt that bad, it was fast so that was good
and i absolutly LOVE it
i cant wait until i can put the other one in :]]]]]
and i'm finally getting down the how much is too much going out
i feel like i'm finally starting to get the hang of balancing going out and staying in and all that jazz
i cant wait until tomorrow, i'm getting sunglasses and new earings :]]]]

oh and
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDRES!!

Mon, 12 Dec 2005 23:22:30 GMT

i found a pictures of me from this summer and now i kinda miss my blonde hair...
should i go back to blonde...

Lindsay, Vanessa, Lawrence, me

or stick to brown...

Lindsay and me

Lindsay and me

the last two were taken today for our christmas card lol

things cant be perfect all the time, that i know

Sun, 11 Sep 2005 01:38:34 GMT

things are going pretty well right now :) nothing is bad.. just waiting until i can go to pachecos house..... maybe i'll eat some cereal..mmm yummy

today sucked you knew it would yesterday, and tomorrows not looking good

Thu, 08 Sep 2005 00:22:44 GMT

i got a 2 out of 6 on my math hw, i can re do it though, 2nd period i realized something, 3rd period was pretty good, 5th i actually mixed up europe and africa (just a mistake i really know where they are), 6th period i was really bored and couldnt concentrate, 7th i missed 14/15 on the test.... when i really got at least 6 or 7 right but NNOO since i didnt write them in english too i missed a bunch... and right now i'm trying to explain how i feel but its not working out... ricardo is right but i cant do it...

"Dead Awake"

Today things change.
I've been so fuckin' scared,
Since i picked up the phone
Trying to escape from me
(My heart) i can't think straight
on the beach waves so free
And so calm as a lake
Like me i'm so dead awake

So i hold on to what i got
For as long as I can
But now it's fallen
Apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
That I won't see you again

And i hold on to what got
For as long as i can
And now it's fallen apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
It seems like you're here with me
I just wanna see you again

Today things change
Why couldn't it be you
When I picked up the phone?
The things i'd say
If i could have known
You won't be there
When i got home

Looking for answers why
It's so real it's not fake
And why am I so dead awake?

And i hold on to what i got
For as long as I can
But now it's fallen
Apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
That I won't see you again

And i hold on to what got
For as long as i can
And now it's fallen apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
It seems like you're here with me
I just wanna see you again

Please just one more time
I wanna say good-bye
I’ll wait for you
And I'm not scared
I promise not to cry

And i hold on to what i got
For as long as I can
But now it's fallen
Apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
That I won't see you again

And i hold on to what got
For as long as i can
And now it's fallen apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
It seems like you're here with me
And i hold on to what i got
For as long as I can
But now it's fallen
Apart in my hand
And it's so hard to understand
That I won't see you again

Mon, 04 Jul 2005 21:28:41 GMT

A Day In Your Life by Satunian
Username
Birthday
You wake up next to	famouselsewhere
And they say to you	nothing, just stares at you, drooling
When you realize you are	6
hours late to meet	jesusandchrist
for	tea and crumpets
You meet up with them and wind up	stealing their bra
That evening you return home to	whipped cream
and	nuclearxhotshot
Who tells you	You'll never guess what I can fit into!

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Tue, 21 Jun 2005 01:46:33 GMT

If LJ Were a High School by Karen_Walker
Username
Your Status
Lunch Lady	sapranos
Head Cheerleader	jesusandchrist
Quarterback	nuclearxhotshot
Prom Queen	famouselsewhere
Gang Member	chakitabananaz
Band Geek	jesusandchrist
Theatre Geek	nuclearxhotshot
Chess Club Captain	famouselsewhere
Loner Goth Kid	sapranos
Class Clown	chakitabananaz

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Nothing Compares To You

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:42:18 GMT

dang... i havent felt this way in a very, VERY long time.. its cool but it also sucks! i couldnt fall asleep cuz i just kept thinking about it! everything i see reminds me. i just know that it isnt meant to be. but i pray that it might. i just need one chance to hopefully make it real... *sigh* why is life so complicated?

My voice is tired I can barely speak a whisper these words We clear our minds And these broken bottles and glasses Heal our lives. So drinks to the skies and blood to your eyes This rooftop is understanding
So swallow your pride, or choke till you die Cause this fall's unforgiving So call on your angels To get your fall tonight And I'll crawl on my hands Pouring out my insides.
I'll wait for you, hoping to change your mind, hopings all i can do

So just go on lying, cuz we can just pretend

Sat, 28 May 2005 18:56:58 GMT

wow i havent written in quite a while... i've been having fun driving places and stuff... recently tho...
we cut mannys hair and we didnt need to use jimmys "tool" haha
dani and i havent exactly been bff status lately... not like either of us has done something to the other we just dont talk or hang out or do anything. i wrote her a note and gave it to her yesterday morning. i was surprised to discover that she didnt call or anything after school like i thought she would... idk... maybe i'm just dumb... both of my best friendships are being weighted down with guy stuff... beth and i havent slept over at each others houses in a long time, same with me and dani... on the weekends i would usually wake up not in my bed or with one of my friends... and now that my sister is leaving my parents are trying to get me to do stuff with them and i dont want to! if only my friends cared...

You always had a way with words
In letters back and forth we'd send
Back when we were foolish kids
The world was only as big as a heart

And she walks just like I remember (just like I remember)
Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind)
And she said (and she said) that she would still remember
When everything, everything was fine
I wish everything was fine

You thought we had it figured out
And nothing can stop us now

I wish we were those foolish kids
We could go back inside again

We always knew this night would come
But I could never give you up
So just go on lying
'Cause we can just pretend

And she walks just like I remember (just like I remember)
Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind)
And she said (and she said) that she would still remember
when everything, everything was fine
I wish everything was fine

You always knew it was the right way
The right way to make a point in everything
I'm gonna make up for last time
I'm gonna make up for this
I'm gonna wake up and rewind

And she walks just like I remember
Something's on her mind

And she walks just like I remember (just like I remember)
Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind)
And she said (and she said) that she would still remember
When everything was fine

i wanna hang on to something that wont break away or fall apart...

Wed, 11 May 2005 02:29:21 GMT

THE FIRST CAR YOU DROVE? i used to drive my sisters
YOUR FAVORITE THING WHEN YOU WERE 5 THAT YOU STILL HAVE? probably some form of stuffed toy... haaha
WHAT ARE YOU MOST NERVOUS ABOUT? whether i'll be happy later in life
WHEN ARE YOU HAPPIEST? when im with my friends
WHAT ARE YOU MOST LOOKING FORWARD TO? summer vaction
WHAT ARE YOU LEAST LOOKING FORWARD TO? school on mondays
WHO ARE YOU WITH RIGHT NOW? i'm by myself
WHO DO YOU DISLIKE THE MOST? mmm either that girl that always made out with her boyfriend at lunch or... yeah thats probably it
HOW OLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE WHEN YOU GET MARRIED? 25-30
WHAT DO YOU WANT YOUR PROFESSION TO BE? maybe something in forensics...

WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE? in the perfect neighborhood thats pictured in my mind... if i find out where that is i'll let u know

FINISH THE SENTENCE
MY MOM: helpful
MY DAD: too much of a teacher sometimes
I AM: smelly (i went to yoga a bit earlier and i am yet to take a shower)
I WANT TO: take a shower haha

MISCELLANEOUS

IF YOU WERE STRANDED ON A DESERT ISLAND WHAT WOULD YOU BRING? a plane (with fuel) and the knowledge of how to fly it
WHAT IS THE WORST MOVIE YOU HAVE EVER SEEN? hitch hikers guide to the galaxy... and trust me i wouldnt have seen it if imperial movies wasnt stupid
WHAT IS THE WORST TV SHOW YOU HAVE EVER SEEN? the news, its so depressing

DO YOU LIKE SCHOOL? yeah
IF YOU COULD GO TO ONE PLACE FOR A FREE VACATION WHAT WOULD IT BE? either canada again or ireland

DO YOU LIKE TO FLY? love it, i plan on getting a plane and my pilots liscence
HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN KICKED OUT OF CLASS? once back in the 4th grade... i got kicked out for hitting andy cuz he was making fun of me haha

DO YOU WEAR A WATCH? sometimes
DO YOU HAVE A CAR? heck yes
DO YOU LIKE PIZZA? yeah
HOW MANY TIMES A DAY DO YOU WASH YOUR HAIR? once
RIGHTY OR LEFTY? Righty.
DO YOU HAVE A GOOD SENSE OF HUMOR? most of the time..
WHAT IS ONE THING YOU CAN'T DO? i cant get my phone to stay charged
ARE YOU AFRAID OF DYING? no
DO YOU LIKE WHERE YOU LIVE? sometimes
YOUR HAIR/EYE COLOR? blondish/blue
WHO IS IN YOUR FAMILY? mom, dad, 1 sister, 3 half sisters, one half brother
WHAT'S YOUR BEST TALENT? listening
ARE YOU HEALTHY? probably not
WHAT EMOTION DO YOU HIDE THE MOST? heartbreak or love
DO YOU THINK YOU'RE SMART? haha once in a while
WHAT IS YOUR BEST SUBJECT? mmm spanish or... yearbook ;)
ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? sometimes
ARE YOU A GOOD PERSON? i think so
YOUR HOBBIES? computer, and hanging out with friends
YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? not succeeding or getting raped
DO YOU HAVE A HIDDEN TALENT? idk... its hidden ;)

HOW MANY CDs DO YOU OWN? i dont normally buy cds
WHAT IS YOUR DREAM CAR? something sporty and really really fast ;) (i have a bit of a lead foot :S)
WHAT COLOR IS YOUR ROOM? pink abd black and grey
WHAT SIZE IS YOUR BED? double
DO YOU HAVE A TV IN YOUR ROOM? nope
WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE PERSON TO HANG OUT WITH? dani, beth, pacheco
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BRAND OF JEANS? blue 2
DO YOU USE AN ALARM CLOCK TO WAKE UP? yeah i hate it tho
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO ON A RAINY DAY? go outside, or curl up with a book
WHAT IS YOUR WORST HABIT? smoking... haha messing, thats nasty. being lazy
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE OLYMPIC EVENT? gymnastics or swimming mmmhmmm those guys are hot
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK ABOUT WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? its already time to get up?? mmm 10 more minutes (repeat this process)
WHAT COLOR OF CLOTHES DO YOU LIKE TO WEAR THE MOST? i wear a lot of blues and pinks
DO YOU HAVE DREAMS OR NIGHTMARES MORE OFTEN? i dont member
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT? bucca or buca w/e

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY? not favorite but its a good one, wrestling over the remote with beth forever ago
WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN TWENTY YEARS? married..have a family either a good career or being a stay at home mom
WHAT GRADES DO YOU GET? uhh haha..umm 3 a's..3 b's
WHAT IS THE MOST COMMON SAYING YOU SAY? your face or ur moms face
WHAT AGE DO YOU THINK IS TOO YOUNG TO GET MARRIED? under 18.
DO YOU LIKE TO WEAR JEWELERY? yeah
WHAT KIND OF PIZZA DO YOU LIKE? cheese
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ICE CREAM? cookie dough
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MEALTIME DURING THE DAY? either... breakfast lunch or dinner :D

WHAT IS YOUR PERSONAL MOTTO? live life to the fullest
WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WITHIN THE NEXT WEEK? pass the cst with mostly advanced
HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW? nothing...
WHAT DO YOU LONG TO DO? be happy!
WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR IN LIFE? someone that is special
DO YOU LIKE TO PARTY, OR ARE YOU MORE LOW KEY? Low Key.
HOW DO YOU EAT YOUR REESES? OH MAN!! haha you dont want to know... but i've been told that i should be on one of those commercials where its all "how do you eat a reeses" haha
DO YOU HAVE A LUCKY NUMBER? 16
ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? mm no but i believe in karma
WHAT CAME FIRST, THE CHICKEN OR THE EGG? i think that they came at the exact same time
DO YOU SNORE WHEN YOU SLEEP? no

DO YOU TALK WHEN YOU SLEEP? YES!!! haha i've said some embarrassing stuff too
PART B: THE CONSPIRATORS
WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? beth and dani
ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND? idk am i?? beth and nakita are prolly the only ones who read this so yeah tell me if i am
DO YOU HAVE GOOD FRIENDS? lots of them
WHO DO YOU GO TO FOR ADVICE? beth or dani
DO ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS GO TO YOU FOR ADVICE? yeah
WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST? beth
WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH? a lot of different ppl but dani cuz of her blonde moments haha
DO YOU HAVE DARK SECRETS? i'm secretly a lesbian... jk beth already knew that ;)
WHO KNOWS ALL OF YOUR DARK SECRETS? i dont tell people a lot of my dark secrets

HAS A FRIEND EVER BETRAYED YOU? Yeah.
HOW IMPORTANT IS FRIENDSHIP TO YOU? very

WHO MAKES YOU FEEL THE MOST SECURE ABOUT YOURSELF? no one

This one is very true to me at the moment

Sat, 30 Apr 2005 22:39:39 GMT

You Are In a Fantastic Mood

You're confident, focused, and on top of your game.

People are attracted to your energy right now.

This is the time to go for it - you're likely to get what you want!

What Mood Are You In?

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 00:38:54 GMT

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You're You

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heck yes bitches

just... stuff

Fri, 08 Apr 2005 01:01:02 GMT

eeww it was all g-ross, at lunch today i just got this super random bloody nose! eewww. and like azaria was all "did someone hit you?" and i was all yeah sebastian(kidding of course) so once people stop laughing at me she was all sebastian u hit her?! and i laughed. but he was all sweet he went and got me napkins and tilted my head back and what not. and rudy had this weird ass thing where u put ice like on ur face? yeah it was weird... and random

JIMMY'S COMING TO SOUTHWEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAY!! YAY!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!

and jesus is coming too.. haha all sad! jesus is awesome, i just dont talk to him as much.

well i'm gonna be all cool status and put the top 20 songs that i listen to on my computer... and how many times i've listened to them (this will show u what a loser i am, i'm just always on my computer...)
and dont worry, i didnt sit there and count them, it does it on iTunes automatically... i think the winner of the band i listen to the most or with the most songs i like is... MxPx!

Song Times Listened to
Buried a Lie- Senses Fail 50
First Day of the Rest...-MxPx 42
Take Me Away-Plain White T's 37
Scotty Doesnt Know- Lustra 31
Party, My House, Be There - MxPx 30
All My Best Friends are... - Less Than Jake 29
Where Do Broken Hearts Go- Me First and... 27
Quit Your Life -MxPx 25 <--i dont even like that song that much haha
Logan to Government Center- Brand New 24
The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot- Brand New 23
Everything Sucks- MxPx 22
I Think I Love You -Less Than Jake 21
Magazines- Brand New 20
Thank You- Simple Plan 20
St. Jimmy- Green Day 20
10 Things I Hate About You- MxPx 19
Barbie Girl- MxPx 19
Welcome To My Life- Simple Plan 19 <--i dont really like this song either
Popeye The Sailorman- MxPx 19
When I'm With You- Brodie 18

Wed, 30 Mar 2005 04:57:17 GMT

BUST A MISSION
Checkers and I busted a mission today. from her house (haskell) to 4th street for a tea and back. and tomorrow we're bustin another mission. this time to jimmys house!

boys like you are a dime a dozen

Sat, 19 Mar 2005 20:49:05 GMT

well its saturday and i'm all bored... i just idk want to go somewhere or do something. times like this i really wish i had a car.. and a liscence. maybe i should like... clean my room, then shower, and then call up some people.
oooo ooooo i forgot something. i saw this guy(at school) getting into the back of a cop car.. and like a bunch of ppl walking back to the school... i'm guessing from the walk out. retards, all of them. that walk out was so stupid. people just wanted to get out of class... but whatever. so yeah that was the hilight of the day.
oh wait no it wasnt. we were at celias and dani chris and i'm guessing chris's parents walked in. and she didnt even come up and say hi... jerk... jk
call me bitches
mmeeeee

fun fact!!
Anyone under the age of 21 who takes out household trash containing even a single empty alcohol beverage container can be charged with illegal possession of alcohol in Missouri.

Happy Endings

Sat, 29 Jan 2005 20:51:48 GMT

"Happy Endings"

Time does tell
That even if they say so
She'd be the one that would know
That I did do what I've done
And I, I wouldn't call it cheating
I'd just say I was leading her on
Why walk while I run a-way

You- you ask me what went wrong
Me- i'll write you this last song
Please- just tell me one way we can win
One- more thing before I go
Two- the one who loves me so
Three- don't make me count to three again
Happy Endings
Just what did you do, If you're a dream then come true
Stop pretending
That what you mean isn't what you say
Hopeful dreaming,
Of times before the pain, wishing it was still the same
Loving, leaving
Round and round and round we go again

Walks a-lone, have often lead to thinking
My love for you is sinking to what seems an all time low
or high, the limits' never ending,
And don't you know I'm sending
There's no venture I won't go
For you

She walks away, she talks away
She walks away
She walks away, she talks away
Away, away...