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Jul. 12th, 2007 @ 01:38 pm
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life is too short to care about friends who use you or who are fake. i'm spending time with those who care about me as much as i care about them. rest in peace samantha brown. rest in peace rudy maeda. |
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Apr. 23rd, 2007 @ 07:20 pm
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going to uci
gwen stefani was AMAZING
turning 18 tomorrow
RIP Rudy... 3 monthsfeeling:  pensive
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Mar. 31st, 2007 @ 12:08 pm
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aaahhhhh i got into uci!feeling:  excited
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ok so these are the bands i got to see/hear perform... against me!, less than jake, plain white t's, paramore, the pink spiders, hellogoodbye, cartel, the academy is, anti-flag, jack's mannequin, jacks mannequin (acoustic), down to earth approach, motion city soundtrack, my american heart, NOFX, rise against, saosin, saves the day (acoustic), saves the day, senses fail, and the living end.
these are all the bands i met... jacks mannequin, plain white t's, less than jake, the pink spiders, the academy is, gym class heros, down to earth approach, my american heart, RYAN GILLMORE!! hahaha
okie pictures!!
DOWN TO EARTH APPROACH








HELLOGOODBYE






SAVES THE DAY

THE LIVING END

PLAIN WHITE T'S





JACK'S MANNEQUIN






i got an autograph and a picture, the picture is on a polaroid.. so i have to scan it later
THE ACADEMY IS... this performance was probably my favorite because i was all into it and pretty much center front so it was exciting, people jumping and shoving and yeah it was cool



if you look in some of the jacks mannequin pictures you can see the lead singer from the academy is, he's wearing like a plad shirt and he has long hair. he sang with jacks for a couple of songs. also the lead singer from gym class heros sang with the academy is...
heres some other pics


 haha this guy is Ryan Gillmore, he was this cool guy who added manny on myspace a while back so we got to meet him, check out his songs he has some good stuff (i got his autograph hahaha and he said i have pretty eyes)
we went to buca the first night and it was fun... and then after warped we went to pf changs. and it was the funnest dinner everrrr jenna is seriously like my new best friend haha not really but she's really really fun. oh and i drove up and back :) i cant wait until next yearfeeling:  happy
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yay! i'm 17 and i have an interview at hollister today... wish me luck
Apr. 25th, 2006 @ 07:41 am
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1. What are you listening to right now? The Goonies 'R' Good Enough- New Found Glory
2. What song makes you sad? haha wow a lot of them.. Finished In A Day- Halifax
3. What is the most annoying song in the world? Check Up On It eeewwwwwww
4. Your all time favorite band? AAALLLLLL time? well the plain white t's i guess
5. Your newly discovered band is? well i didnt discover but the latest band thats pretty good.... The Pink Spiders
6. Best female voice? i hate most girl singers... with the exception to the veronicas
7. Best male voice? Tom maybe... (from myspace?!)
8. Music type you find yourself listening to most? funny stuff and i guess like emo-ish
9. What do you listen to, to hype you up? SHOW ME YO BOOTY HOLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE haha listening to it right now or Theres A Class for This- Cute is What We Aim For
10. What do you listen to, to calm down? New American Classic- TBS
11. Last gig/concert you went to? well the last "gig" i went to.... that one in brawley i think.. concert would be warped
12. Band you find yourself listening to the most right now? All American Rejects
13. Most hated band? i cant say i absolutly hate a band...
14. Song that makes you think? Seventy Times 7- Brand New
15. Band that you think the world should love as much as you do? Cauterize
16. Coolest music video? omg Memory- Sugarcult... but the one that has stick figures :)
17. Music video with the most babe watch? i dont really watch music videos...
18. What "do you play/would you play" in the bedroom to spice things up? Pass That Dutch? idk
19. Can you play a musical instrument? sure... i can play every instrument known to man... can i play an instrument well? no
20. Ever been in a mosh pit? yeah on accident...
21. Are you in a band? i could be
22. If yes, what kind of music does your band play?
23. Ever dated a musician? depends on your def. of "dated"
24. If yes, what kind of music did he/she/they play/instrument/band?
27. If no, would you consider? sure
28. Do you wish yourself that you were a musician? sometimes
29. Best chick band you know of? The Veronicas
30. Best guy band you know of? wow a lot
31. Last song that you heard on the radio/cd...etc...? its been a while
32. What do you think of Classical music? eh.. not bad
33. What do you think of Country music? some stuff is alright
34. What do you think of Death metal? no thanks
35. Last BIG band that you saw live? well i saw a lot at warped but like they're actual concert- Green Day
36. Are you a groupie? maybe......
37. Do you listen to music in foreign languages? not so much
38. What famous musician would you like to fuck!? hm..
39. Worst concert moment? when the lady told me to get off the floor and go back to my seat
40. Funny Concert moment? going on the floor
41. Sad Concert moment? see 39
42. Best local act you can think of? hollywood horns
43. If you were a musical instrument what would you be? i'd be a basoon
44. Do you listen to the radio? not really
45. Do you watch music TV? MTV?!?! haha sometimes
46. Do you follow the music charts, like the top 40? not really... well when we had friday night pop then yeah, but now its spring/summer mode so we're switching it up
47. Have you meet any famous musicians? Tom
48. Are any of your friends/family etc musicians? friends yeah
49. Song that best describes your feelings right now? Plays Pretty For Baby- Saosin
50. Song that describes your life? idk theres a lot
51. Do you know the names of all the band members that you listen to? i'm not obsessive
52. Does a musician’s physical attractiveness play a role in the music that you listen to? no...
53. What famous musician do you want to marry? well theres too many
53. Favourite movie sound track? idk, but the OC always has good stuff
55. Any musician pet hates? uhm
56. What do your parents listen to? hmm soft rock?
57. What are you listening to right NOW? Plastic Cup Politics- Less Than Jake
58. Do you wear band etc T-shirts? sometimes
59. What do you think of people who do? thats cool
60. What music sub-culture do you feel like you belong to? i dont really belong to any music sub-culture... but just to "do the cool thing" "lyke omfg i am SSOOO sCeNeXXXXXcOrE
61. What song is stuck in your head right now? i dont have one
62. Do you sing in the shower? yes...
63. If so, what? If not, why not? anything thats stuck in my head
64. Would you rather marry a musician or be one yourself? eh idk
65. What is in your walkman/discman right now? i dont have a walkman/discman
66. How important is your partners taste in music to you? pretty important
67. Hanson moves in next door to you, do you go introduce yourself, or do you arrange to beat them up? let them
68. Sex, Drugs and Rock n Roll, you dig? i dig holes
69. Do you cook to music? sometimes
70. Do you sing in the toilet? no
Mar. 26th, 2006 @ 01:00 pm
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Advanced Global Personality Test Results | Take Free Advanced Global Personality Testpersonality tests by similarminds.comStability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic. Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment. Extraversion results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity. trait snapshot: messy, disorganized, social, tough, outgoing, rarely worries, self revealing, open, risk taker, likes the unknown, likes large parties, makes friends easily, likes to stand out, likes to make fun of people, reckless, optimistic, positive, strong, does not like to be alone, ambivalent about chaos, abstract, impractical, not good at saving money, fearless, trusting, thrill seeker, not rule conscious, enjoys leadership, strange, loves food, abstract, rarely irritated, anti-authority, attracted to the counter culture
Mar. 21st, 2006 @ 03:53 pm
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6 days, 16 hours, 17 minutes
yay!
Feb. 15th, 2006 @ 06:13 pm
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yeah they're pretty much awesome
Feb. 1st, 2006 @ 08:39 pm
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this week cant get better for me i had a good time this weekend finals are over, a chance to start fresh and not fuck up i hung out with rudy!!! and he was teaching me how to play seven years on guitar <3 and i got another hole put into my body i got my cartiladge pierced FINALLY after like 3 years of bitching that i wanted it done i finally got it done and it really didnt hurt that bad, it was fast so that was good and i absolutly LOVE it i cant wait until i can put the other one in :]]]]] and i'm finally getting down the how much is too much going out i feel like i'm finally starting to get the hang of balancing going out and staying in and all that jazz i cant wait until tomorrow, i'm getting sunglasses and new earings :]]]]
oh and HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDRES!!
Jan. 29th, 2006 @ 10:45 pm
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i found a pictures of me from this summer and now i kinda miss my blonde hair... should i go back to blonde...
Lindsay, Vanessa, Lawrence, me
or stick to brown...
Lindsay and me
Lindsay and me
the last two were taken today for our christmas card lol
Dec. 12th, 2005 @ 02:53 pm
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things are going pretty well right now :) nothing is bad.. just waiting until i can go to pachecos house..... maybe i'll eat some cereal..mmm yummy
Sep. 10th, 2005 @ 06:38 pm
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| » today sucked you knew it would yesterday, and tomorrows not looking good |
i got a 2 out of 6 on my math hw, i can re do it though, 2nd period i realized something, 3rd period was pretty good, 5th i actually mixed up europe and africa (just a mistake i really know where they are), 6th period i was really bored and couldnt concentrate, 7th i missed 14/15 on the test.... when i really got at least 6 or 7 right but NNOO since i didnt write them in english too i missed a bunch... and right now i'm trying to explain how i feel but its not working out... ricardo is right but i cant do it...
"Dead Awake"
Today things change. I've been so fuckin' scared, Since i picked up the phone Trying to escape from me (My heart) i can't think straight on the beach waves so free And so calm as a lake Like me i'm so dead awake
So i hold on to what i got For as long as I can But now it's fallen Apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand That I won't see you again
And i hold on to what got For as long as i can And now it's fallen apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand It seems like you're here with me I just wanna see you again
Today things change Why couldn't it be you When I picked up the phone? The things i'd say If i could have known You won't be there When i got home
Looking for answers why It's so real it's not fake And why am I so dead awake?
And i hold on to what i got For as long as I can But now it's fallen Apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand That I won't see you again
And i hold on to what got For as long as i can And now it's fallen apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand It seems like you're here with me I just wanna see you again
Please just one more time I wanna say good-bye I’ll wait for you And I'm not scared I promise not to cry
And i hold on to what i got For as long as I can But now it's fallen Apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand That I won't see you again
And i hold on to what got For as long as i can And now it's fallen apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand It seems like you're here with me And i hold on to what i got For as long as I can But now it's fallen Apart in my hand And it's so hard to understand That I won't see you again
Sep. 7th, 2005 @ 05:13 pm
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Jun. 20th, 2005 @ 06:46 pm
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dang... i havent felt this way in a very, VERY long time.. its cool but it also sucks! i couldnt fall asleep cuz i just kept thinking about it! everything i see reminds me. i just know that it isnt meant to be. but i pray that it might. i just need one chance to hopefully make it real... *sigh* why is life so complicated?
My voice is tired I can barely speak a whisper these words We clear our minds And these broken bottles and glasses Heal our lives. So drinks to the skies and blood to your eyes This rooftop is understanding So swallow your pride, or choke till you die Cause this fall's unforgiving So call on your angels To get your fall tonight And I'll crawl on my hands Pouring out my insides. I'll wait for you, hoping to change your mind, hopings all i can do
Jun. 13th, 2005 @ 04:30 pm
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wow i havent written in quite a while... i've been having fun driving places and stuff... recently tho... we cut mannys hair and we didnt need to use jimmys "tool" haha dani and i havent exactly been bff status lately... not like either of us has done something to the other we just dont talk or hang out or do anything. i wrote her a note and gave it to her yesterday morning. i was surprised to discover that she didnt call or anything after school like i thought she would... idk... maybe i'm just dumb... both of my best friendships are being weighted down with guy stuff... beth and i havent slept over at each others houses in a long time, same with me and dani... on the weekends i would usually wake up not in my bed or with one of my friends... and now that my sister is leaving my parents are trying to get me to do stuff with them and i dont want to! if only my friends cared...
You always had a way with words In letters back and forth we'd send Back when we were foolish kids The world was only as big as a heart
And she walks just like I remember (just like I remember) Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind) And she said (and she said) that she would still remember When everything, everything was fine I wish everything was fine
You thought we had it figured out And nothing can stop us now
I wish we were those foolish kids We could go back inside again
We always knew this night would come But I could never give you up So just go on lying 'Cause we can just pretend
And she walks just like I remember (just like I remember) Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind) And she said (and she said) that she would still remember when everything, everything was fine I wish everything was fine
You always knew it was the right way The right way to make a point in everything I'm gonna make up for last time I'm gonna make up for this I'm gonna wake up and rewind
And she walks just like I remember Something's on her mind
And she walks just like I remember (just like I remember) Like something's on her mind (something's on her mind) And she said (and she said) that she would still remember When everything was fine
May. 28th, 2005 @ 11:50 am
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THE FIRST CAR YOU DROVE? i used to drive my sisters YOUR FAVORITE THING WHEN YOU WERE 5 THAT YOU STILL HAVE? probably some form of stuffed toy... haaha WHAT ARE YOU MOST NERVOUS ABOUT? whether i'll be happy later in life WHEN ARE YOU HAPPIEST? when im with my friends WHAT ARE YOU MOST LOOKING FORWARD TO? summer vaction WHAT ARE YOU LEAST LOOKING FORWARD TO? school on mondays WHO ARE YOU WITH RIGHT NOW? i'm by myself WHO DO YOU DISLIKE THE MOST? mmm either that girl that always made out with her boyfriend at lunch or... yeah thats probably it HOW OLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE WHEN YOU GET MARRIED? 25-30 WHAT DO YOU WANT YOUR PROFESSION TO BE? maybe something in forensics...
WHERE DO YOU WANT TO LIVE? in the perfect neighborhood thats pictured in my mind... if i find out where that is i'll let u know
FINISH THE SENTENCE MY MOM: helpful MY DAD: too much of a teacher sometimes I AM: smelly (i went to yoga a bit earlier and i am yet to take a shower) I WANT TO: take a shower haha
MISCELLANEOUS
IF YOU WERE STRANDED ON A DESERT ISLAND WHAT WOULD YOU BRING? a plane (with fuel) and the knowledge of how to fly it WHAT IS THE WORST MOVIE YOU HAVE EVER SEEN? hitch hikers guide to the galaxy... and trust me i wouldnt have seen it if imperial movies wasnt stupid WHAT IS THE WORST TV SHOW YOU HAVE EVER SEEN? the news, its so depressing
DO YOU LIKE SCHOOL? yeah IF YOU COULD GO TO ONE PLACE FOR A FREE VACATION WHAT WOULD IT BE? either canada again or ireland
DO YOU LIKE TO FLY? love it, i plan on getting a plane and my pilots liscence HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BEEN KICKED OUT OF CLASS? once back in the 4th grade... i got kicked out for hitting andy cuz he was making fun of me haha
DO YOU WEAR A WATCH? sometimes DO YOU HAVE A CAR? heck yes DO YOU LIKE PIZZA? yeah HOW MANY TIMES A DAY DO YOU WASH YOUR HAIR? once RIGHTY OR LEFTY? Righty. DO YOU HAVE A GOOD SENSE OF HUMOR? most of the time.. WHAT IS ONE THING YOU CAN'T DO? i cant get my phone to stay charged ARE YOU AFRAID OF DYING? no DO YOU LIKE WHERE YOU LIVE? sometimes YOUR HAIR/EYE COLOR? blondish/blue WHO IS IN YOUR FAMILY? mom, dad, 1 sister, 3 half sisters, one half brother WHAT'S YOUR BEST TALENT? listening ARE YOU HEALTHY? probably not WHAT EMOTION DO YOU HIDE THE MOST? heartbreak or love DO YOU THINK YOU'RE SMART? haha once in a while WHAT IS YOUR BEST SUBJECT? mmm spanish or... yearbook ;) ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? sometimes ARE YOU A GOOD PERSON? i think so YOUR HOBBIES? computer, and hanging out with friends YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? not succeeding or getting raped DO YOU HAVE A HIDDEN TALENT? idk... its hidden ;)
HOW MANY CDs DO YOU OWN? i dont normally buy cds WHAT IS YOUR DREAM CAR? something sporty and really really fast ;) (i have a bit of a lead foot :S) WHAT COLOR IS YOUR ROOM? pink abd black and grey WHAT SIZE IS YOUR BED? double DO YOU HAVE A TV IN YOUR ROOM? nope WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE PERSON TO HANG OUT WITH? dani, beth, pacheco WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BRAND OF JEANS? blue 2 DO YOU USE AN ALARM CLOCK TO WAKE UP? yeah i hate it tho WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE THING TO DO ON A RAINY DAY? go outside, or curl up with a book WHAT IS YOUR WORST HABIT? smoking... haha messing, thats nasty. being lazy WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE OLYMPIC EVENT? gymnastics or swimming mmmhmmm those guys are hot WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK ABOUT WHEN YOU WAKE UP IN THE MORNING? its already time to get up?? mmm 10 more minutes (repeat this process) WHAT COLOR OF CLOTHES DO YOU LIKE TO WEAR THE MOST? i wear a lot of blues and pinks DO YOU HAVE DREAMS OR NIGHTMARES MORE OFTEN? i dont member WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RESTAURANT? bucca or buca w/e
WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MEMORY? not favorite but its a good one, wrestling over the remote with beth forever ago WHERE DO YOU SEE YOURSELF IN TWENTY YEARS? married..have a family either a good career or being a stay at home mom WHAT GRADES DO YOU GET? uhh haha..umm 3 a's..3 b's WHAT IS THE MOST COMMON SAYING YOU SAY? your face or ur moms face WHAT AGE DO YOU THINK IS TOO YOUNG TO GET MARRIED? under 18. DO YOU LIKE TO WEAR JEWELERY? yeah WHAT KIND OF PIZZA DO YOU LIKE? cheese WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ICE CREAM? cookie dough WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MEALTIME DURING THE DAY? either... breakfast lunch or dinner :D
WHAT IS YOUR PERSONAL MOTTO? live life to the fullest WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO WITHIN THE NEXT WEEK? pass the cst with mostly advanced HOW MUCH MONEY DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW? nothing... WHAT DO YOU LONG TO DO? be happy! WHAT ARE YOU LOOKING FOR IN LIFE? someone that is special DO YOU LIKE TO PARTY, OR ARE YOU MORE LOW KEY? Low Key. HOW DO YOU EAT YOUR REESES? OH MAN!! haha you dont want to know... but i've been told that i should be on one of those commercials where its all "how do you eat a reeses" haha DO YOU HAVE A LUCKY NUMBER? 16 ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? mm no but i believe in karma WHAT CAME FIRST, THE CHICKEN OR THE EGG? i think that they came at the exact same time DO YOU SNORE WHEN YOU SLEEP? no
DO YOU TALK WHEN YOU SLEEP? YES!!! haha i've said some embarrassing stuff too PART B: THE CONSPIRATORS WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? beth and dani ARE YOU A GOOD FRIEND? idk am i?? beth and nakita are prolly the only ones who read this so yeah tell me if i am DO YOU HAVE GOOD FRIENDS? lots of them WHO DO YOU GO TO FOR ADVICE? beth or dani DO ANY OF YOUR FRIENDS GO TO YOU FOR ADVICE? yeah WHO KNOWS YOU THE BEST? beth WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH? a lot of different ppl but dani cuz of her blonde moments haha DO YOU HAVE DARK SECRETS? i'm secretly a lesbian... jk beth already knew that ;) WHO KNOWS ALL OF YOUR DARK SECRETS? i dont tell people a lot of my dark secrets
HAS A FRIEND EVER BETRAYED YOU? Yeah. HOW IMPORTANT IS FRIENDSHIP TO YOU? very
WHO MAKES YOU FEEL THE MOST SECURE ABOUT YOURSELF? no one
May. 10th, 2005 @ 07:06 pm
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You Are In a Fantastic Mood |

You're confident, focused, and on top of your game.
People are attracted to your energy right now.
This is the time to go for it - you're likely to get what you want! |
Apr. 30th, 2005 @ 03:39 pm
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